i saw eyecandy today! :D

i saw eyecandy today! YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i was over th moon, no, maybe further than th moon. yadada! :D weeeeeeee. and it's more than an eyecandy i guess, i must be in loveeeee. but sadly, he smokes and flirts ): damnnnnn. LOVES EYECANDY VERY VERY MUCH. and i think he know he's eyecandy lah. i always whisper or shout eyecandy when i see him. gahhhhh. i'm mad. but i MUST forget him, and only gley knows now. NEIGHHHHHHHH. and he's like a drug, i'm too addicted t, who makes me high when i see. muhahaah, he makes me highhhhhh. okay okay, i must stop. anyway, got back history paper, 14/25. just pass! didn't know i would because i didn't really study. muhahaah. and yesterday got back maths, 19/50. fail, but still hai hao lah. super difficult please. and then band was next. didn't really talk much, secret, secret. and then homedddddd with ruwaida.

oh yaaaa, last night was... cos ____ told me about ____ saying about me? [ name protected ] like fck, i spent those long hours, didn't complain, had t cancel off gym with telepathy and you can still say i was lazy. climbed up and down t look @ th ppl holding them. perhaps you said i was lazy because i huh-ed? i don't know. but i huh-ed because i've got stagefright. as long as i stepped on th stage, i will be scared. so i hope you guys just think carefully before you all say, don't malign me. if you don't want me, kick me out then. there are better ppl out there. all th best then. you will just make me be sick of going there. ever since i've entered that thingy, those ppl kinda think i very lazy and attitude? then gan wo zhou lah. i don't understand these ppl. i think they're scared of chasing ppl away.