damn, i'm beginning t dislike mommy and daddy uhhhh. k, i dislike daddy like long time ago. went church with mommy today, it was chinese, and i seriously don't understand what the person was saying. after that, fetched jiamin and her mom and then my bro and off t town for some makeover the moms wanted. then they had some dumb photoshop which i had t be dragged in. i look ugly when the photo came out :/ ewwww. oh ya, before that, i hate like alot. i drank soup which is thick and alot of dishes inside and a super big sandwich, like subway's i think? and then ate ice cream and drank caffe mocha. damn it, dumb me, i'm growing more fatter. and mommy wanted t go east coast t eat, super mafan k. i wanted t eat at town, waste my time going in the car and out again. end up, i didn't eat as i was not hungry. and i was merely asking my mom when we were still in town why we had t eat at eastcoast where we could eat here. and she told me, " why do you keep talking so much? can shut up?" whoa, no wonder my elder brother and i don't really talk so much when out with family. yes, i'm super different when i with parents, i don't talk much. i'll only ask where are we going and why and fullstop. i know my flaws mommy, i have plenty of them, you don't have t pinpoint them allllllll the time, i hate it. i know i'm talkative, but i'm super quiet in the family, so why shut me up when some of my friends don't? and i always use the word 'tsk' and you shout at me for saying tsk all the time, what's the problem with that. dumb. so went t jiamin's house, mommy wanted t learn how t upload songs and pics in her phone. she said awhile, and it turned out like 2 hours. so i was like telling her i'm super tired, go home and she say wait. dumb. everytime i take my time/try t rush a lil, you scold me. why must i always respect her when she doesn't? sadly, a mother like her, a daughter will always be like too. i've got too many bad genes from her and i wana change it. i'm selfish like her, but i think i've changed alot compared t last time. i'm sensitive, genes from myself? i'm lazy, genes from both. i talk too much, genes from mom. i have no patience, genes from mom. i have too many t list. eew, i hate my flaws. i MUST change it. and mommy, seriously, pleaseeeee stop pinpointing my flaws, I KNOW.
and then i passed by geylang, and it reminded me of pepper. pepper, i still miss you like f after 2 years, 1 month ++ where are you? ): how i miss alot of my past, and now the present, emo i may sometime be. if the time could stop, how wonderful. and why take away so many of my love ones? i miss so much, i miss the past :/
goodnight.
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