Saturday, September 8, 2007

i'm just being who i am, is that wrong?

went for haircut this morning. no difference though. i am practically bored and am always bored on weekends. went for piano lessons, mom fetched me. i swear i hate talking t my mom. no matter how nicely i talk, she'll sometimes just rage @ me. like what th hell? i talk t her, she finds me noisy. then when i don't talk, she scold. i seriously don't know when t talk and when t shut up.

mom: when are you quiting piano?
me: middle of sept.
*silence* all of a sudden..
mom: why you want quit?! i earn so hard, for th sake of your future, quit for what?! waste my money only is it?
mom continues t talk while i was thinking.
me (thinking) : ass, i no interest, so i don't want t waste your money by going for piano lessons and in th future, i don't wana be a piano cher @ all.
*looks away* , mom stopped talking.

piano was fine. cher said i was improving. then mom brought me home.

me:where're you going?
mom: friend treat me t some restaurant.
me: then wo leh?
mom: go for what?! also not your friend. old ppl also want follow uh?

it's like.. ugh! i was merely asking and joking @ th same time and she started t stare with her huge eyes @ me (which i'm seriously scared of, whoa, her eyes are like bigger than charis's) why must everything i say be wrong t her? what's with me talking? and if my brothers were t talk t you, you won't even shout @ them. you'll only shout @ me and dad. what have i done? i bet nothing's good about me t you. thanks for being my mom.

what's wrong with th world? or is it me?

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