how does it feels like t be loved?

history remedial today from 9 - 1045 today :D didn't listen as usual. and then went kfc with charis, corey and berlyn. we were th first/second customers t arrive. muahaha. didn't have money cos i treat jovin during break just now. i thought we weren't gonna have lunch. never mind, she's gonna treat me one day. heh. so i took each bit of their food and bought one mash potato for myself. do you know that charis is actually beautiful? after so much of candid shots, corey and i found out that charis don't look ugly @ all, maybe a lil, but not as much as us. i'm jealous of her sharp nose and eyebrow ): mannnnnnnn. then berlyn and charis went off for band while corey and i went library. i sort of overcome th fear of butterflies already :D i went t find some butterflies book. @ first, i was super scared, and then corey went t like rub th book against my shoulder -.- and then i not scared already. heh. i just stared @ those butterlies and actually, they are beautiful creatures. hohoho. then went for maths remedial from 1-215. seriously don't understand a single thing, firstly, i was doodling on papers and i hear mdm seah's voice, i wana sleep lah. and then th whole class didn't really payed attention, only th first and second row. then went for band, didn't intend t go for piano lessons, so stayed for band sectional. then went for steamboat @ one of charis's church leader. darn full. laughed alot until i had a bad headache. had fun i guess? and then took 291 home. th bus was damn... ugh! bumpy! yeah, bumpy, that's th word. so bumpy that from that bad headache, i felt nauseous. th ride was pretty long you see. and i have motion sickness. got down th bus and felt really giddy. after bathing and much of singing *ahem* and getting so into th piano songs (that i've forgotten bout me having headache) , i got much better :D seriously, i played from 9 till 11. whoa, super long! i thought it was like 1015 like that. heh.

i'm trying my best t not slack so much, i swear. i think i have t get this going, please don't say me or anything if you think i slack too much. but it feels as though there's nothing more i can do. i'm truly sorry if i did something wrong. please don't blame me.

i guess i have t take a harder step than you, cos you've got them. who am i? i'm too insignificant.