there they go again.

daddy, i hate you. i hate you for making my mom cry and always scolding her. you suck. i already hate you from the beginning. y'know what, you don't help the family anyway. you only scold continuously, venting your angers on us the children be it stress level or outside problems or family problems. you know how we feel? NO. and you're continously irritating us the children AGAIN. pinching us all the time when we're doing something. what's wrong with you? the only thing you helped the family is earning money. that's all. fullstop. everytime i ask money, i ask from mom and not you, cos you're selfish with money. you only give me money once in awhile. mom at least kinda give me some support, better t talk with [not secrets] , give us the children money but earns lesser than dad and better understanding than dad. daddy, even if you're jealous, you don't have t go t a certain extent where you might make my mom go nuts k. i heard her piercing screamings when you shouted at her. you're making her nuts really. anyway, don't tell me you've never been with women in your whole entire life. hello, i see you with some younger age girls with you before k and us the children has t tag along so that mom thinks that you're doing the right thing. you're using us k. i hate you, i hate you. mom was just talking t a woman/guy over the phone outisde the house that's all. you don't have t be sooooooooo jealous and shout at her for not getting from the bottom of the scene. you suck. and daddy, i remember you're always scolding me for coming home late, got a problem? what's more, 730 is late t you. wow. you're really sick in the mind. dad, i think you have t go t a psychiatrist. divorce, divorce, divorce! okay, maybe not. but if they were t divorce, i'm staying with my mom for sure thought she won't even let me do some certain stuffs. but i know she'll understand. daddy, i really hate you. if you die.... i'll celebrate? no joke. i know i'm evil but your attitude sucks, oh that's why my attitude sucks cos i got your dirty genes! okay okay, my maid told me that my mom gave her salary so early, perhaps something's gonna happen. no, nothing must happen mom, i don't want t live with that father of mine. think of us mom, don't leave us k.

her heart aches, yet he doesn't know. my heart aches, both my parents do not know because i don't tell them because i know dad would definitely scold. see, he's insane. i got problems, it's a wrong doing. you think i want? no. daddy, you're really mad.